I finally bought some Creatine powder. I guess I needed it, too, because I feel pretty damn good right now. I recently downed a serving and am totally alert. I don't know whether it is because I'm getting closer to coming out of a depressive state or if it works that fast for my body. Whatever the case, I feel awesome this afternoon. I'll use the daily maintenance dose of it until I start working out some time this week. I could have gone back to sleep for a nap but chose to stay awake. Now I feel wonderful. I know I'm getting closer to my goals. Fuck letting everyone else hold me down. This is going to end up being a great rest of my life. I'll start working out this week. I have my weights and shit. I'm already proud of myself this afternoon, but I'm really going to be proud of myself when I gain that muscle mass. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!