Adult Whatever I Feel Like Bitching About

I still feel violated.  I hope people can learn to respect my privacy and stop trying to break my spirit.  I don't know why I always seem to be the target of "space invasion", but I'm fed up.  Don't people realize that this invasion is a main factor in my suicidal thoughts?  Do they even care?  Obviously, with all of the invasion of privacy, I still haven't been arrested for doing anything illegal.  I thought I was trying to behave despite how pissed off I have been getting due to this shit.  I didn't start threatening suicide again after all of the help I previously received until I first started getting violated.  I never officially attempted suicide until after this violation either.  I don't deserve to be put through this shit.  I didn't need to be "saved" or helped again until this started.  If my father is a part of it, he should be ashamed of himself.  It's bad enough that he never cared enough after the divorce to bother coming to see us except every few years.  It's bad enough that he cares more about his fake daughters than his real children and grandchildren.  He doesn't have the right to violate me.  I can only play stupid for so long.  If, after all of the hard work God has done to heal me from past suicide attempts becomes for nothing, I'm sure there are going to be many sorry mother fuckers.  I deserve my freedom.  I don't give a fuck what my father or anyone else says anymore.  It's a crock of shit to hold me back.  First, my father didn't want me singing.  He knew I wanted to do it and that it made me happy.  Then, when I first came up with the idea of learning how to counterhack, he said he didn't want me to learn how to hack.  I wonder why.  Fucker was doing it to me.  He can't face me like a real man, he's gotta play fucking sick head games with his daughter.  Just because he never really amounted to much doesn't give him the right to hold me back.  Pussy.  He should be ashamed of himself and so should everyone else involved.  They are obviously weak if they insist on singling out one chick like this.  What are they so afraid of?  Fucking cowards.  All of them can rott in hell.

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