Rock Star Suicide

I don't understand this concept.  I realize that lyrics tend to scream suffering, but everyone suffers.  The part that pisses me off is the fact that they have everything and it's not good enough for them.  I don't understand their situations, but sure as hell get upset when they commit suicide.  I still live with my mother at 43 and think of suicide.  I am, however, fully aware of the people that I would hurt.  I wish someone would help me understand why Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington killed themselves.  I have hardly anything compared to them, yet I'm still here.  I may not want to be half of the time, but I know people care.  These rock stars have many more people that care about them that they end up hurting when they die.  Would someone reach out to me and help me understand why those that have everything kill themselves?  I can't understand this shit.  I have jack shit compared to them, but I'm still alive, even if it is reluctantly.  Why the fuck are these people killing themselves?  I really don't understand.  I hope no other celebrities commit suicide any time soon.  I have more reason to want to die than these mother fuckers.  It ain't right.

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Comments (9)

  1. RRoe

    Your assumption is wrong. They don’t have everything.

    August 01, 2017
    1. hdromana

      Maybe you and Sarah have a point. My illness has brought me to the point where I felt continuously violated. I felt stalked and like I have had no privacy. I realize that celebrities kind of go through this kind of stuff without hallucination and delusion. It’s tough to endure. I may or may not have actually gone through the stalking and violations for real, myself, but I survived it. It actually made me glad that I’m not famous like these two guys were. I wish they could have survived their shit. It breaks my heart.

      August 02, 2017
  2. sarahb1218

    There’s that saying that money can’t buy happiness, and it’s true. It’s an inside job, it has to come from within. I don’t know why these two commited suicide, but usually when one goes out that way they aren’t thinking about others, their mental state at the time is such that they think nobody cares, there’s nothing to live for, etc. Reasons for suicide are many and varied. They may have everything we think would make us happy, but apparently what they don’t have is inner peace. (Drug usage doesn’t help.)

    August 01, 2017
    1. hdromana

      It’s just a shame.

      August 02, 2017
  3. shadowstarz

    Money, and material possessions do not necessarily equate to happiness, and nor does it eliminate the pain the many humans endure as part of the human condition.
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    To eliminate suicidal ideation, a person needs to identify the root cause of their sufferance, and process the trauma to release it and heal. Oft, people fear the process of going deep within because the emotional & pyschological pain is too much to endure, alone.
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    Healing, is a lonely journey unless you have a well – balanced & trustworthy confidante to confide within.

    August 02, 2017
    1. shadowstarz

      By the way, if you weren’t aware… Chester Bennington was sexually abused as a 7 year old child, right up to he was 13 years old by a so – called family friend, and that’s where his underlying trauma stems from, just so you understand what may have been a huge contributing factor to his ongoing sufferance throughout his life !

      August 02, 2017
      1. hdromana

        That sucks. Poor guy.

        August 03, 2017
        1. shadowstarz

          Yeah… exactly ! 💔😢

          August 03, 2017
    2. hdromana

      Okay.

      August 03, 2017