Though when I was young, I wanted to be a singer, I'm kind of glad that never happened. It seems too many people can't handle fame. I used to want to get married and have kids like most girls did too, but guys that I dealt with were slimey as fuck over all. Now I know that I wouldn't have the patience for stuff like that. It's all depressing in a way, but a relief all at the same time. I should be grateful that I'm not completely destroyed at this point in my life. I don't need fame or to be codependent. I guess I should be grateful that I'm not one of the rock stars that decided to off themselves. I tried doing that shit but failed. It's too bad they succeeded. They were extremely talented men.