I have been trying so fucking hard to keep going with this job. I am fed up with management not knowing how to manage and be attentive of their employees' emotional needs. I'm fucking disabled. I can't help it. I do the best I can and still I get to feeling like everyone is taking their shit out on me like I'm something to be stepped on. Needless to say, I'm going to be looking for another job this week instead of answering the phone if they call me in. I doubt they will though after today. It is not my fault that they don't know how to deal with stress either. They are supposed to be sane people with a professional fucking attitude, but today, I felt like they took all their shit out on me. Not everyone there was guilty of that, but the ones that were need to go fuck themselves. I have enough problems. The only reason I didn't walk out tonight is because I'm worried about taking care of more than just me. I'm worried about my mother and the cats. If it weren't for worrying about them, I would have killed myself a long time ago. I honest to God don't want to fucking be here. I don't appreciate people who make me feel inadequate. With the way that they treated me today, let them try to fucking call me in. I'm unavailable. Assholes. Worried about an angry white girl? Ya should have thought about that shit before you told her she needs to shut up. Fuck these trashy assed unprofessional fucks. I'm doing the best I can. All these people wanted was to see me cry. Karma is a bitch. That's why one of the bitches got no car now after getting into a wreck. She made her snide remark, now she has no fucking car either. All I can say is thank you to all of you that hear me and support me. I'm looking for a new job. They definitely fucked up tonight. I understand everyone was stressed, but damn, fuck them if they think they are going to get away with taking it out on me! Unprofessional.