I went through a self-destruct period the past few days.  I think I could have potentially lost my job because of it, if I didn't change the way I was looking at things.  I felt like just giving up.  I sort of feel better today, but still wonder where it keeps coming from.  I don't know if it is psychosomatic or coming from the outside.  I'm going into work today despite the fact that I tried to call out yesterday for today.  I hope I'm okay at work.  I still deal with a lot of paranoia and negativity from within.  I go for my second injection next week, so maybe things will get better.  I hope anyway.

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