Fucked Up Notion

I think there was a reason for snide comments and ridicule at work.  I think the District Manager from my last job is talking shit with some people on this job.  He came into this job twice that I know of. I don't know why there are so many negative...

Just Gotta Get It Off My Chest

It really is amazing how some people behave.  I busted my ass for 6 days this week due to the holidays. I didn't think I would survive it, but I did.  I didn't appreciate a few of the comments that were made by other coworkers.  First, a manager in...

The REAL God Is Cruel Sometimes

I stopped praying again, due to doubt, for two days.  My mother is sick again and may end up in the hospital.  The sweetest cat on the planet had not been around all day yesterday.  I haven't seen him yet today either.  I guess I will start praying...

I've Had It

No good morning this morning, just bitching.  She reminded me that this is her house this morning. That's fine.  I may not see my family up north again, but I'm ready to leave.  If she is going to be like that, she can forget getting half of my...

Uggh

Do people not realize that the more they nag at you to do something, the less you want to do it?  God, I need a miracle to get me out of here.  I have been giving my mother money to pay half of the rent and bills that I make.  She still nags me like a...

Working Through It

I may not be perfect when it comes to dealing with things, but I know in my own heart that I have come a long way.  I release the negative to focus on the positive.  I suspect that something is going on though.  Someone else at work is talking to...

Clarity Perhaps?

I feel clarity today.  I have figured out a great deal of where hallucinations came from within.  As a result, they have cleared up again.  People have stopped laughing at me too.  I feel at peace within myself now.  I have been carrying too many...

Why Did I Care?

I am 43 years old.  I am a female that is most comfortable dressed as a man.  My mother jumped all over my shit this morning after I picked up 2 men's flannel shirts.  I have about had it with her.  Here I am working and sometimes giving her half of...

I Take It Back

I went to go get the mail tonight and some fuck face I never did a damn thing to started mocking me.  I think they all want me to commit suicide.  I don't know why either, because I did nothing to them to make them hate me so much.  I'm so sick of...

Do I Even Want to Share at This Point?

I have been feeling like the laughing stock of this dang city.  I'm so sick of everyone talking smack about me.  Not only am I physically ill, but I went through a period in which it seemed as though everyone knew my personal business and mocked the...