Such a Shame

My mother is going to end up regretting the way she treats me.  She's crazy if she thinks I'm going to hide who I am in front of family down here for the rest of my life.  My male cousin had a screensaver up on his computer of a topless warrior woman....

AHHHHHHHHH

I went to the psych doc this morning.  He represcribed Lithium.  I hope this keeps me calm like it did before.  I've been flipping out way too much.   Today was a good day so far.  Hopefully it stays that way.  I need a day without chaos.  My...

My Neighbor

It seems that the neighbor that I have been friendly with, yet at odds with is hallucinating big time.  She hardly eats, so that could be her problem.  Another problem might be the way she treated me all of those years that I was hallucinating.  As...

Kids

I'm getting tired of these kids and punks making comments about what I do online.  Maybe they are the ones attacking my computers and need to go to jail.  They're calling me crazy and shit.  I'll sue their fucking parents if I find out they've been...

Gotta Have Hope

I'm still heartbroken over the cat, but am planning my future.  I have to find a job.  I have to gather hope within me so that I don't just up and give up.  People are apparently going to test my mental capacity, so I have to show them that they can...

Now I Know

Now I know there is nothing that I can do to protect myself from hackers.  They get into my computers no matter where or how many I buy.  It's either a terrorist organization or the feds bullying me.  I don't know what I do that deserves this, but I...

Interesting Week

Well, first, the last edition to my kitty friends got hit by a car because these assholes in this place don't know how to slow down.  I had nightmares all night about it.  Well, at least he doesn't have to go through a cold winter or having his balls...