Anyway

Despite a rough night, today ended up being a fairly good day.  I'm going to have the house to myself this weekend.  That's something to look forward to, though I'll probably be bored.

I Don't Understand

Why do people stop and stare at us in their cars?  They stop and stare at me and the neighbor I talk to the most.  It's harassment.  They treat us like freaks and I'm sick of it.  I don't smoke weed anymore and she never did.  I wonder if that's the...

Ha Ha

I guess someone doesn't like me hiding because they are obviously in my computer trying to make me paranoid as hell.  It's not going to work this time though.  I am protecting myself so if the man doesn't like it, tough noogies.  He can stop yelling...

I Watched and Listened

I watched some youtube a few minutes ago.  I was watching and listening to Seether.  It reminds me that the negative that I hear in the bands that I like is because of experiences that they've probably had.  Besides, "Rise Above This" is a positive...

Prank Calls

We keep getting prank silent phone calls from someone.  I know who I suspect, but I'm not sure.  I told them today that they have obsession issues like I used to have when I was younger.  I think it's ridiculous now.  I retired several years ago from...

Can't Let Myself Go

I have to find a way to start enjoying life a little more.  I lost interest in art, which is supposed to be therapuetic.  I lost interest in a lot of my music because it is so negative.  The two things that I used to enjoy, I just can't seem to...

Sad Thing

It's a sad thing when you can't trust anyone to be a real friend in your life.  It's also sad when no one understands you and thinks symptoms of a mental illness that you have are a joke.  It's bad when you have to hide in order to protect yourself. ...