Sleepy Thoughts

Well, I made it through yesterday.  I got accused of stealing by a fellow employee, but the store manager and the loss prevention chick were on my side.  They knew I didn't steal anything.  Why the hell would I want to steal when I get a monthly check...

Choice Made

I had the perfect opportunity to kill myself last night.  I chose to get drunk instead.  Obviously, niether way is a good way to cope with life, but I'm still here.  If I didn't think of what could happen if my nieces and nephew would do if they found...

Reasoning

Last night I was really pissed off at God, so I didn't pray.  In fact, I displayed my middle finger to the sky and cussed the hell outta him again.  I don't regret it.  There are going to be a lot of people who might be upset with me because of the...

Done

I am so done with the conept of God.  If he is real, he's nothing but a bullying piece of shit who doesn't deserve to be worshipped.  I ain't kissing his ass anymore.  My prayers don't get answered like I thought they did.  I prayed for the cats and...

First Time

Tonight was the first time I have heard or watched any Linkin Park stuff.  I think I am really heartbroken about Chester.  I see the videos and its hard to believe he's dead.  It's such a shame.

Shit Happens

I may get fired tomorrow, but then again, I may just be too worried.  I started cussing my brains out when the garbage bag broke all over the floor near the end of my shift.  I really didn't want to be at work today anyway.  It was supposed to be my...

Guess I Should Be Grateful

Though when I was young, I wanted to be a singer, I'm kind of glad that never happened.  It seems too many people can't handle fame.  I used to want to get married and have kids like most girls did too, but guys that I dealt with were slimey as fuck...

Rock Star Suicide

I don't understand this concept.  I realize that lyrics tend to scream suffering, but everyone suffers.  The part that pisses me off is the fact that they have everything and it's not good enough for them.  I don't understand their situations, but...