I'm Happy This Morning

I got an A on my late assignment.  I'm so happy.  I thought for sure that I was going to fail the course, but now I am up to a C+.  I freaked out for nothing.  Why do I do that?  I am way too hard on myself.

Thank God

Thank God I am catching up on my homework.  I don't know why, but I go through these periods in which I can't comprehend squat, get angry with myself, and literally abuse myself.  That has to stop.  I am not a bad person.  I may get angry and say...

Hope

Everything seems to be calming down except for the guys in the tree service truck.  I think they're mad at what I said yesterday when the one was shaming me yesterday.  I'm not going to let it bother me anymore because I know they'll get theirs in the...

Now I Have My Suspicions

I suspect that there is a reason why they lied about the tree service guy's name.  Now I know it's not Dwight.  It's Shawn or Sean.  If I recall correctly, when I used to get harassed online in chat rooms, there was someone named Sean.  Every time I...

Pains In My Ass

Why do people insist on arguing with me all of the time?  I get the feeling that I'm not supposed to feel or stand up for myself.  First, it was my stupid ex-boyfriend arguing with me about my anger when he's got anger all his own.  Today, my mother...

Bastards

Of course, just when I was going and picking myself back up and trying to think positive, someone fucks with my online school shit so that I have to hand in my assignment late from my brother's computer.  If I ever find out who it is that is doing...

Normalcy

I feel a sense of normalcy.  I'm learning a lot from posts on Facebook that people share.  I was never taught a great deal of positivity.  Yes, one minute my mom says I can do anything that I put my mind to now, but when I was going for my check, she...

Been a While

I was temporarily unable to access my blog, but now I'm back.  I feel pretty good, actually.  I found out that I would be good at office work, instead of fast food and retail.  This is a wonderful thing because, it pays better.  I'm sticking with...