Wow!!!!!!!!

I didn't get called into work today.  I don't believe it.  Maybe she's just making sure I am stable or something.  I'm probably going to turn my phone off tomorrow because I need to concentrate on my homework.  If she doesn't call tomorrow, I'll be...

I Understand

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ujEph5vFwmc/hqdefault.jpg Korn - Make Me Bad

Korn's official music video for 'Make Me Bad'. Click to listen to Korn on Spotify: http://smarturl.it/KornSpotify1?IQid=KornMMB As featur...

LOL

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PX7LLua5NCM/hqdefault.jpg Garbage - #1 Crush

Garbage is an American-Scottish alternative rock band formed in Madison, Wisconsin, in 1993. Music - #1 Crush.

Holding On Because I See Hope Again

I got drunk last night.  I had 4 beers.  I woke up feeling better and able to face this.  WTF?  Anyway, I did a no no, but I'm okay.  I am, at least temporarily, refreshed and out of the feeling sorry for myself mode.  I may share music today, now...

Dang

I feel better now that I posted that last post.  I may have thought I saw the guy many times, and it may have freaked me out, but I think he's awesome.  I can relate to many of his songs, especially the Godsmack songs.  I can't let that freak me out....

I Made It

Though I have been depressed since the night before last, I managed to smile when I needed to at work.  I may not like only a few of the things that occurred, but at least it was normal shit.  The sad part is that I had to stop taking the increased...

Gotta Stop Sinking

Okay, so I am affected by all of the shit that has been happening that looks like psychosis.  I feel devestated within because of seeing celebrities who's music I normally would enjoy.  Perhaps I should fight back instead of letting all of this...

What a Pain in My Ass This Life Is

I think I figured out why certain celebs have come near me recently.  I may not be as crazy as I was thinking.  I was up all night last night.  I was already upset and feeling like I wanted to die before this happened.  There were cars with people in...

Oh Boy

Well, I officially started the prescribed dose of my medication again.  I'm glad that the doctor gave me permission to see if I can handle things on a decreased dose for a while.  I tried, but last week I had a small issue with voices at work and...

Fucked Up Notion

I think there was a reason for snide comments and ridicule at work.  I think the District Manager from my last job is talking shit with some people on this job.  He came into this job twice that I know of. I don't know why there are so many negative...

Just Gotta Get It Off My Chest

It really is amazing how some people behave.  I busted my ass for 6 days this week due to the holidays. I didn't think I would survive it, but I did.  I didn't appreciate a few of the comments that were made by other coworkers.  First, a manager in...