I Understand

https://i.ytimg.com/vi/ujEph5vFwmc/hqdefault.jpg Korn - Make Me Bad

Korn's official music video for 'Make Me Bad'. Click to listen to Korn on Spotify: http://smarturl.it/KornSpotify1?IQid=KornMMB As featur...

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https://i.ytimg.com/vi/PX7LLua5NCM/hqdefault.jpg Garbage - #1 Crush

Garbage is an American-Scottish alternative rock band formed in Madison, Wisconsin, in 1993. Music - #1 Crush.

Holding On Because I See Hope Again

I got drunk last night.  I had 4 beers.  I woke up feeling better and able to face this.  WTF?  Anyway, I did a no no, but I'm okay.  I am, at least temporarily, refreshed and out of the feeling sorry for myself mode.  I may share music today, now...

Dang

I feel better now that I posted that last post.  I may have thought I saw the guy many times, and it may have freaked me out, but I think he's awesome.  I can relate to many of his songs, especially the Godsmack songs.  I can't let that freak me out....

I Made It

Though I have been depressed since the night before last, I managed to smile when I needed to at work.  I may not like only a few of the things that occurred, but at least it was normal shit.  The sad part is that I had to stop taking the increased...

Gotta Stop Sinking

Okay, so I am affected by all of the shit that has been happening that looks like psychosis.  I feel devestated within because of seeing celebrities who's music I normally would enjoy.  Perhaps I should fight back instead of letting all of this...

What a Pain in My Ass This Life Is

I think I figured out why certain celebs have come near me recently.  I may not be as crazy as I was thinking.  I was up all night last night.  I was already upset and feeling like I wanted to die before this happened.  There were cars with people in...

Oh Boy

Well, I officially started the prescribed dose of my medication again.  I'm glad that the doctor gave me permission to see if I can handle things on a decreased dose for a while.  I tried, but last week I had a small issue with voices at work and...

Fucked Up Notion

I think there was a reason for snide comments and ridicule at work.  I think the District Manager from my last job is talking shit with some people on this job.  He came into this job twice that I know of. I don't know why there are so many negative...

Just Gotta Get It Off My Chest

It really is amazing how some people behave.  I busted my ass for 6 days this week due to the holidays. I didn't think I would survive it, but I did.  I didn't appreciate a few of the comments that were made by other coworkers.  First, a manager in...

The REAL God Is Cruel Sometimes

I stopped praying again, due to doubt, for two days.  My mother is sick again and may end up in the hospital.  The sweetest cat on the planet had not been around all day yesterday.  I haven't seen him yet today either.  I guess I will start praying...

I've Had It

No good morning this morning, just bitching.  She reminded me that this is her house this morning. That's fine.  I may not see my family up north again, but I'm ready to leave.  If she is going to be like that, she can forget getting half of my...

Uggh

Do people not realize that the more they nag at you to do something, the less you want to do it?  God, I need a miracle to get me out of here.  I have been giving my mother money to pay half of the rent and bills that I make.  She still nags me like a...